Saturday, January 2, 2010

Home

The best place: Home

2010

2010
I know my life is a blast.
I just gotta ensure 2010 is the most unforgettable I've yet to experience.

It's time to race!
Training course
Trip to Perth
Adidas Sundown Marathon 2010

Next, & top the level:
Intermediate yoga classes. Kryoga Ananda
Powershot to DSLR
Part-time Professional Photography course

Fear factor
Dance classes

Therapy for the soul
Leigh: "Always remember "I'm always here" whenever you need anything. But there's someone more reliable than me. God, HE shall never forsake us, just call upon HIM."

Exploring Parks
More dinner gatherings with Family.
Reyes & Renee
Day time movies with me, myself & I
Photography trips
Prata session
Town & Late nite movies
Monthly Bucks session
Read more books.

Self-faith is a hallmark of greatness (From Robin Sharma)
I was flipping through my Journal
I see a few of "Jessie Tan, You Can Do it!"
Yes! I did it! I can.

2009 -> 2010

2009
A year of transformation.
All thanks to Robin Sharma's wisdom, Yoga & Mr Tyrant.
Blessings from GOD
Constant support from my precious Tan family.
Encouragements from my Angels.
& Myself, with a strong willpower.
Emotional & hence, challenging 2009.

The past struggles of "Which is the real me?"
(tentatively) I passed stages to those endless questionings.

I'm starting to believe in a lot of matters & SOME people in life.
Saying such as: "You are who YOU think you are."

Memorable trip to Perth, yes, my first time on plane.
The love, warmth & joy from Cinnie & family.

"Mr Tyrant" the only one who chose to believe in me when nobody did.
Besides Leigh, he's the other significant character in 2009.
The achievements and harsh moments at work, like the way he put it, it's the processes involve in formation of a piece of diamond.

Yoga.
Initially, I was fascinated by the centre's facilities.
Then a hobby & eventually, a need & a test of determination.
When I held that crazy pose for a minute, at that moment I asked why I put myself through this.
But end of lesson, I bowed & greeted my masters "namaste" & smiled.
The reason, smile.
I am happy.
Master Cheesecake:"C'mon, Jessie. Put a gentle smile on your face. I know you're happy."

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Saturday, December 26, 2009

huskie Tan


さようなら,
Huskie Tan Wan Wan . . .

Sharing almost every fruits & nuts.
This evening, she didn't wake up to the smell of her fave mandarin orange.

Lifeless.
Yet, i can feel a little warm in it's body.
I know it's silly to say this.
No matter where u are, there's enough food, especially melon seeds & mandarin orange, for you. Cotton to keep you warm when it's cold. Portable fan to cool you during humid nights.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

"Crazy about u"



Snail


"我突然觉得有点怕... ...
"

Freedom

需要自由
Trip to Jurong Bird Park: Test of Patience.
1 hour 15 mins journey.
Waited a while when we purchased our admission tickets.
During photo shoot, had to change batteries thrice & SD Card twice.
On top of that it rained.
I thought the trip wasn't satisfactory due to all these reasons.
When I was sorting my pictures, I realised:

I'm uncomfortable.
Birds soaring high up in the sky.
Freedom. Where is it?





自由

















Thursday, December 10, 2009

Break



hmm....

Tasty salad

Tasty Salad.
Ym made them.
Best of all, he gave me tips. =D
Now I know.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Hort park 2

The best arrangement: One by one.
Next? The bird park?









Preview: Water Lily.
I love my collections. Carefully selecting my favourites.

Thoughts: #1 I'm afraid to admit it, cos it means falling into it.
(Don't worry, I'm not referring to integrity issues)

#2 The realistic life, the painful moments: I saw & had some of those in the past.
Even if so, I couldn't be bothered, to do black & white, at that point of time.

At present. Able to say 'Happy' mostly
& only pissed when it comes to bullshitting from others.
Hence, relief. At the same time. Doubtful.
I guess Life's like that. Confusing.
So, photography consists of beauty, simplicity and silliness. That's in the pictures I captured.

Sunday, December 6, 2009